really, truly blissful...
honestly, and this probably sounds pessimistic, but i can't remember the last time. there's always something that's not quite where i want it to be. happiness isn't a feeling for me, it's something you come to...like a deduction or conclusion. mine would be: i have this, and do this, and have accomplished this, so therefore, i am happy.
right now, filling in the blanks is difficult. i guess i'm more of a logic-oriented person, than i am emotionally charged. missing balance, you could say...
my memory isn't great either...i suppress certain memories, and it's typically easier for me to remember crazy mess than it is to remember isolated "happy" moments. but i can say it's been a while that i've been really, truly blissful.
...and that's a problem!
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