day twenty-four: if you could relive ONE day of your life, what would it be? and would you change anything?

...if i could just go back in time...i'd take state. -uncle rico (napoleon dynamite)

if i could relive any day of my life, it would be the day i conceded (yes, i merely agreed) to get into the relationship i was in with brandon. i feel like it was a really bad decision in the grand scheme of things...it caused a lot of confidence and self-worth issues moving forward. it was the catalyst for a lot of other bad decisions i also made. i would've chosen not to be with him.

i would've also decided not to be with khalif, and probably jesse too. i feel i haven't made good decisions in men...a lot of it is not having a blueprint to go off of (re: absentee father, lol)...another part is seeing potential in people, and since i like fixing things, feeling like i can "fix" the guy or help him get better.

can't help people who don't want it. can't change anyone. can't control anyone!

that's just my 2 cents.